Below are the 6 most recent journal entries recorded in navy_life_emo's LiveJournal:

Sunday, May 9th, 2004
1:40 pm	Sitting On Dans Lap Hello everyone. I didnt hear from Bets this weekend. we were suppossed to hang out. Hope everythings okay and that u arent mad. yeah. i love you all. bye. (Comment on this)
Thursday, May 6th, 2004
5:23 pm	Canned Heat! This is my response to everyones live journal entries. It might seem really random, but it's super awesome and it totally applies to all of your lives! :D U know I love you all! Jamiroquai Canned Heat radio edit lyrics Written by Jay Kay and Toby Smith You know this boogie is for real I used to put my faith in worship But then a chance to get too Heaven sent I used to worry about the future But then I'll throw my caution to the wi-i-i-ind I had no reason to be carefree No no no Until I took a trip to the other side of town Yeah yeah, yeah You know I heard that boogie rhythm (hey!) I had no choice but to get down, down, down, down DANCE?.Whooo! Nothing left for me to do but DANCE All these bad times I'm going through, just DANCE Got Canned Heat in my heels tonight, baby... Whoooooo ohhh I feel the thunder, see the lightning I know this anger's heaven sent So I've got to hang out on my hang-ups Cos on the boogie I feel so hell-bent (hey, hey) It's just an instant gut reaction, that I get I know I've never ever felt like this before I don't know what to do But then that's nothing new Stuck between hell and high water Me I'll kill to make it through (Hey!) DANCE?yeah Nothing left for me to do but DANCE All these bad times I'm going through, just DANCE?Yeah Got Canned Heat in my heels tonight, baby... You know I got Canned Heat in my heels You know this boogie is for real Only the wind can blow the answer And she cries to me when I'm asleep She says you know that you can go much faster I know that peoples' talk can be so cheap Yeah yeah I got this voodoo child inveined on me I'm gonna use my power to ascend You know I got these running heels to use Sometimes there's no way to lose I was born to run And built to last You've never seen my feet They can go so fast DANCE?yeah, hey! Nothing left for me to do but DANCE All these bad times I'm going through just DANCE?Hey Got Canned Heat in my heels tonight, baby Whoooooo ohhh DANCE! Hey DJ Let the music play I'm gonna live this party live Hey DJ Throw my cares away I'm gonna live this party live Hey DJ Let the music play I'm gonna this live this party live Hey DJ Throw my cares away I'm gonna live this party live You know, you know this boogie is for real Got so much Canned Heat in my heels Gonna dance, gonna dance my blues away tonight Whoooooooo! You know, you know this boogie This boogie is for real Got so much Canned Heat Canned Heat in my heels. You know I'm gonna dance my blues away tonight (Comment on this)
4:24 pm	The Numbness Has Been Spreading. & and See it in you. Dear Everyone Who has Enough Spare Time To read This- Hahaha. Well I was poking around online and I thought.. hey yo.. i should totally check out live journal and see what everyone is doing with their lives lately since I havent been hangin around at lunch, right? And woah is shit going down. lolz. You've all twisted yourselves up so tight(Well, not everyone, I'm generalizing, sorry.. atleast I admit it). I try to remember a simpler time with yall where there wasn't that electric current through all of us that made us chop eachother heads off and shit. BUT! I am so happy to see that Betsy seems to have decided on some college plans, although I remain uninformed for the moment- i expect full details! :D I guess I'm the only one going to prom, and I don't really regret that at all. I felt it pretty heavy when I first found out(wont lie about that, it kinda sucked)- but it's all good now. I found the most beautiful dress and I feel like a princess in it. I also got this locket engraved (just to let you all know- it's a nightmare ordering lockets online! never do it!). I'll tell you guys all the details... well... most of the details.. lolz. I realize that the position I've taken lately has not been one that most people in that "group that eats in the new band hall" has liked very much. It was kinda fucked that I felt like it was my responsibility to "inform"(for lack of a better word) Betsy of how everyone was feeling about the whole "Mary Issue". By the way, Mary, I'm really sorry that none of *anyone* besides Betsy probably feels like they can discuss this with you. I'm sure you're hearing all the second hand information- and if I were you, I'd be pissed off too. If you were here right now and I could talk to you I would tell you that the reason why everyone is/was mad, I feel, is because we feel like since you and Betsy spend so much time together, there is not nearly enough time for all of her other friends to hang out with her as well. (I'm sure I'll get a lot of hate mail after this! lolz.) This is, however, only my perception of what everyone was saying that day at Taco Bell when we discussed it. I don't think that it's that we want you and Betsy to stop being friends, it's just that we'd like some time with her, just as you do. I've already talked to Betsy about this, and I hope you understand that I'm REALLY trying not to be a bitch. I'm trying not to sit there quietly like I have been doing for so long. Do you understand? I wish that things could just be neutral all around this issue, but I guess that even leaving and coming back won't smooth over the issue with anyone. I can talk all I want, but if you don't get what I'm saying and I don't get what you're saying- then it's just a screaming match. I'm so fucking sick of it, and I'm sure that everyone involved in it is as well. I dont know why I seem to be the only person who vocally expresses how they feel. I feel like the fucking spokesperson.. except without the sales representatives to back me up. I hope that was a logical analogy. Maybe other people feel threatened. Maybe they're afraid they'll lose you both as their friends. I'm not threatened enough to shutup, keep these "secret" discussions to myself, lie to both of you, and I'm certainly not scared. Everyone can e-mail me at BettingOnLuck@hotmail.com to talk to me personally or just respond to this live journal. *** Above all things, I hope whatever I have just stated above does not offend anyone. If it does, I'm sorry and please talk to me about it. <3 ken (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, March 23rd, 2004
9:26 pm	*thanks* Hey- I just wanted to say that this live journal thing may be the end of me but i just want to say that my friends are the best ever! *ken* (Comment on this)
Monday, March 22nd, 2004
9:36 am	A Open Hand I thought I'd put these two lyrics up here. I deleted the rest of my journal for Betsy. I see it really made her feel uncomfortable. I'll really miss being part of her life, but most of all, i'll miss her being part of mine. For what it's worth, I'm sorry. *ken* Affirmation By Savage Garden I believe the sun should never set upon an argument I believe we place our happiness in other people's hands I believe that junk food tastes so good because it's bad for you I believe your parents did the best job they knew how to do I believe that beauty magazines promote low self-esteem I believe I'm loved when I'm completely by myself alone I believe in karma what you give is what you get returned I believe you can't appreciate real love till you've been burned I believe the grass is no more greener on the other side I believe you don't know what you've got until you say goodbye I believe you can't control or choose your sexuality I believe that trust is more important than monogamy I believe your most attractive features are your heart and soul I believe that family is worth more than money or gold I believe the struggle for financial freedom is unfair I believe the only ones who disagree are millionaires I believe in karma what you give is what you get returned I believe you can't appreciate real love till you've been burned I believe the grass is no more greener on the other side I believe you don't know what you've got until you say goodbye I believe forgiveness is the key to your unhappiness I believe that wedded bliss negates the need to be undressed I believe that God does not endorse TV evangelists I believe in love surviving death into eternity I believe in karma what you give is what you get returned I believe you can't appreciate real love till you've been burned I believe the grass is no more greener on the other side I believe you don't know what you've got until you say goodbye (Comment on this)
9:33 am	I Don't Know You Anymore "I Don't Know You Anymore" By Savage Garden I would like to visit you for a while Get away and out of this city Maybe I shouldn't have called But someone had to be the first to break We can go sit on your back porch Relax Talk about anything It don't matter I'll be courageous If you can pretend that you've forgiven me Because I don't know you anymore I don't recognize this place The picture frames have changed and so has your name We don't talk much anymore We keep running from the pain But what I wouldn't give to see your face again Springtime in the city Always such relief from the winter freeze The snow was more lonely than cold If you know what I mean Everyone's got an agenda Don't stop Keep that chin up you'll be alright Can you believe what a year it's been Are you still the same? Has your opinion changed? Because I don't know you anymore I don't recognize this place The picture frames have changed and so has your name We don't talk much anymore We keep running from these sentences But what I wouldn't give to see your face again I know I let you down Again and again I know I never really treated you right I've paid the price I'm still paying for it everyday So maybe I shouldn't have called Was it too soon to tell? Oh what the hell It doesn't really matter How do you redefine something that never really had a name? Has your opinion changed? Because I don't know you anymore I don't recognize this place The picture frames have changed and so has your name We don't talk much anymore We keep running from the pain But what I wouldn't give to see your face again I see your face I see your face (Comment on this)